I hyperfixate on my appearance bcs I am home studying

Nothing good happens this week but I did find A Case of Exploding Mangoes amongst my Dad's books

Nose breathing and correcting my posture nowadays. I am trying but it's obviously not easy. I think I have to tape my mouth shut when I sleep soon. Sounds horrible. Having the oddest thoughts about my appearance. Feel as if my smile is like pearls arranged on a curved pink flabby surface. I hate how terribly specific I am. I blame this thought on Periodontology. I am soon going to be over it though. Imran said I should choose a specific topic and write about it but I haven't been interested in anything particular this week. I was going to post this week's diary but then I was inspired by Alex Dimitrov and I wanted his permission. On a good note, I have figured out how to post videos so videos maybe forthcoming. It's the fourth of December today and I certainly feel glad for this year. A lot happened. I did make a plan for things I wanted to achieve this year but I have seemed not to achieve most of them but achieve other things which I had not visualized which is epic. Don't really like Sundays; they are always terribly unpredictable. I have days off from college because of exams and some days I go to college and some days I don't. I am trying to avoid monotony. I saw these multicolored balloons rise into the sky that day, I turned away for a second, then looked back again and they were no where to be seen. It is cold however there is a potential for it to be colder. I didn't read anything this week apart from the occasional The Paris Review articles. I haven't discovered a new rabbit hole to throw myself into, but I am sure I soon will.